Plane tickets bought, rental car reserved, and hotel booked and paid. 

And it still hasn’t truly hit me that this is ACTUALLY happening.

(I guess being an adult has some perks.)

Wah.

I want this job.

But I don’t want to write a cover letter.

Even though it appears to be an incredibly easy thing to do.

(So of course I’ve spent all day doing fuck knows what on the internet…)

anus:

today in english, the teacher asked the class for a synonym of ‘perfect’ and i yelled out my name

I do this type of shit all the time. Last week in Japanese, we had to create examples of sentences with adjectives and I was the first one to volunteer one.

It translated to “Chelsea is cute”. Yes, I even referred to myself in the third person.

I simultaneously want to sleep in bed forever and do everything in the world

So incredibly unmotivated.

-_-

Like, its no longer just putting off my assignments or dreading doing them. I just don’t fucking care. At all.

How do good students do it? Like really, I love my classes and I love the things I’m learning, its not that I hate school or anything, but every semester there comes a point where I’m just done. Over it. And its always all downhill from there. 

Maybe if I just shove my face full of food, all of my responsibilities will magically go away.

In spirit of the election today, I will be sharing all sorts of political things. I promise it will only be for today though. Well, I’ll obviously post the occasional thing in general, but today is the only day its gonna be a ton of it. So yeah, sorry. Its a mix of recent news relating to legislature or campaigns, information about legislature and campaigns, and some stuff just for the lulz. Today is definitely a very important election day so I hope you all get out there and vote. Huzzah!!

I’m drinking a pumpkin spice latte and browsing the internet; today the sky provides a cool, calm, and quiet haze.

♡

its time to finally get my life in order.

We finally have real internet which means I can actually use tumblr again (thank the maker!) cuz I’m sure you’ve all missed my occasional uninteresting posts and the nonsense I reblog.

Its just about fall! Its so soon I can literally smell and feel it. We’re about to set Halloween at work, pumpkin is getting put in everything, and its officially September. Its just gotta cool down now. :] I apologize in advance for the tons of fall and Halloween related stuff I’ll be reblogging. Seriously though, I’m so excited, this is my season. And this year I’m gonna really take advantage of it.

I’m taking this semester off for financial reasons and because I needed to take the time to figure out what I really want to do. I think I’m slowly figuring that out (I mean, I’m pretty sure of what I’m passionate about and what I want to learn more about, I just don’t know what career paths there are from it). But I’m not gonna lie, now that I’ve had a super long summer and I see everyone I know starting their semesters, I’m starting to really miss school. I was gonna try and take a late start class starting mid-October, but it a) conflicts with mine and Dave’s swing dance class (what are priorities?) and b) I discovered that instead of being held at either the central campus or the one by my home, the class is held at one of the Indian reservations like 40 minutes away. What the crap? So Idk if that’s gonna happen lol.

But regardless, I’m gonna own this fall. Here’s my list of thing I’m holding myself to accomplish the next couple months:

• Get my driver’s permit
• Get my driver’s license
• Finally open a credit card so I can start building credit
• Quit being lazy and do a lot of computery shit I’ve been putting off
• Find somewhere to volunteer regularly
• Get a second job so I can finally save some money
• Make a counseling appointment at Palomar so I can figure out what I’ve got to do to get back in their systems (I switched to MiraCosta for a year)
• Take the next level of swing dance with Dave and look into local clubs we can go dance at
• Work out regularly
• Get back into a normal people daily routine i.e. wake up before 1pm and have a full day where I accomplish a lot of things (this is probably the most important thing on this list as it will enable everything else)

Time to get my shit in line!

♡